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Neek — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 13:30:13 +0000

Do I have “dumb bitch” written on my forehead?
[insert all your forehead jokes here, and hear my resounding FUCK YOU! lol]

Seriously, someone thinks I am stupid. And I mean, he has good reason. I’m the one who made the choice to pretend I didn’t see obvious shit, but I’m so through with that. We’re friends, we’re cool, you’re the homie, and that definitely needs to be the extent of our interactions. No lovey dovey shit, because clearly your ass loves everybody, and this time right here is for me.

So that flashing sucker sign that was on my back is now being removed, and I’ll go back to being the Neek I knew and loved and fucking miss. She was a cool ass chick, and she would’ve never played me out like this current ho has. And Tina, don’t even say it! Just know it finally sunk in. Like for real now. And I know I said that before. Just watch, it’s different this time, so shut up! [you like how I spoke to your internal dialogue right there? Lmao]

Do I still love you? Yes. Are you a liar? Hell yes. Can we still be cool? Yeah, but I’m taking off the blinders.

Today is going to be better than I thought.

-listens to “Damn It Feels Good to be a Gangster“.

Makes no sense at all.

Neek — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 23:55:13 +0000

Ok, so here’s the deal. At one point we both had a thing for/with the same guy. I know what was going down, as cryptic and secretive as you thought you were being. I know. So there is no point in denying it, and hey I even understand. He was Mr. “I Like My Privacy”, thinking it would keep us from knowing about eachother. I got caught up in it too, I swear I did. But what makes no sense to me is the random but apparent animosity aimed toward me. Like we can’t be civil just because you’ve got some unspoken underlying rivalry with me. I have no problem with you, but I do have a problem with you thinking that comparison or competition is necessary. I’m not on him anymore, maybe you are, hey to each their own, but I just get tired of the extras. Just to clear up some misconceptions that seem to be floating around: No one is hating on you, I don’t know you to have a problem with you. I do not want anything of yours, you can have him, please believe me. I don’t know what he’s told you about me, I honestly don’t care. Just know while he’s whispering sweet nothings in your ear, he’s coming to me on some “she’s in love with me but I’m not feeling her” shit. I know the game, the question is, do you?

Oh, and if you think this is about you then it probably is. Wanna talk about it? I’m here and willing to discuss it. If not, that’s great as well. Whatever it takes to end the 9th grade shit. It really is just irritating and unnecessary. So this is the last time I’ll be mentioning it, and I’ll go back to trying to get better instead of worrying about this foolishness.

Just clearing the air,

Neek

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Makes no sense at all.