Ok, so if you check out the blog and it’s looking a bit strange thats because its going thru a makeover, and I don’t feel like taking it all the way down just to make the changes. Ok bews!
And keep checking back because I’ve got something big coming for you guys in the next week that I’m hoping you’ll truly enjoy, but you’ll just have to wait and see.
Love yuhs!
Neek
I wish this week was over already. People can be so judgmental, and right now is really not the time. I just need to deal with things my own way, how can that be wrong?
Anyway, I had a great conversation with my mom, and I swear I love her more the older I get. I was starting to feel like my loss had taken over everything and I kinda just needed some normalcy. She helped me put things in perspective.
I’ve just gotta let these hard times make me stronger. Adversity builds character and I’m already seeing a little light at the end of the tunnel. An opportunity involving my music has presented itself and I have to make it happen. Ty is my motivation to make each moment count and I just hope I can make him proud.
Do I have “dumb bitch” written on my forehead?
[insert all your forehead jokes here, and hear my resounding FUCK YOU! lol]
Seriously, someone thinks I am stupid. And I mean, he has good reason. I’m the one who made the choice to pretend I didn’t see obvious shit, but I’m so through with that. We’re friends, we’re cool, you’re the homie, and that definitely needs to be the extent of our interactions. No lovey dovey shit, because clearly your ass loves everybody, and this time right here is for me.
So that flashing sucker sign that was on my back is now being removed, and I’ll go back to being the Neek I knew and loved and fucking miss. She was a cool ass chick, and she would’ve never played me out like this current ho has. And Tina, don’t even say it! Just know it finally sunk in. Like for real now. And I know I said that before. Just watch, it’s different this time, so shut up! [you like how I spoke to your internal dialogue right there? Lmao]
Do I still love you? Yes. Are you a liar? Hell yes. Can we still be cool? Yeah, but I’m taking off the blinders.
Today is going to be better than I thought.
-listens to “Damn It Feels Good to be a Gangster“.
